Introduction

Introduction

“With what you went through, you will be affected for the rest of your life.” This is what various therapists would tell me when I started to share of my secret - surfacing memories of my being molested by my adopted father and brothers from the time I was an infant until I was ten.

Well, two thoughts came my way at this proposition of my future:

On the one hand, I knew on the deepest level of my Soul - this just cannot be true. A thought kept reverberating back to me about Gods promise - “The Truth shall set you Free”.

Yet, on another level, I felt a powerful force of dark human emotion called hate. Hate grabbed hold of my mind like a vice squeezing out images of revenge, while screaming, “He wronged me; I am going to get even; he is wrong, I am right.”

Hate gives off a powerful, familiar aroma. But, this time, I felt its rage course through my veins, and I liked its power. My conscience would forever rebook me when I would give into hate and the repercussions that would always send me into the depths of Hell.

I sit now and smile, for Life was and always is, as my twin flame would often come to say to me, “Life is simple, my preciousness.” There were times, when it would seem that I would jump straight into the drama of things, and my dear husband always seemed to know how to pull me back to Center.

Tears are rolling down my face as I ponder – Ahh, the wonder of our One beating heart and all that has been revealed; more of that later - but for now, the beginning - I call it the beginning of the end; the end of the Lie.

This is the story of Our Life and the path of initiation into a Holy Marriage of God. It may not be everyone’s story, for we are each on different paths, with but one Destination. Yet, what is the same with all of God’s children is the freedom of will to search for our true self, and the path our Creator has destined within us to Embrace.

This is a story of one Couples Journey through the Fires of Death – the pit of Fear, Hate, & Hell, and into the Realm of Living Water - the Home of Hope, Love, & Eternal Salvation - A life worth living.

Rose Heart
From - "The Phoenix - Out of the Ashes, Hope is Born Again"